Trust

I am looking at me
It takes a lot of trust to do so
Lots of courage, lots of willpower
I just can't
It will only be me in the end
I understand life
It is tiring to walk without a mask
We fear us and we fear me
We fear who we are and who we were
Scream like a monster
I am a monster
Who am I to you again?
If they ever stare at me again
It can only be deduced that I am not them
I have to be different
I hate being different
A difference shivers
A shivering me
Watch me shiver
Watch all of them shiver!
I will be me
If only there's a lot more of me