Thursday, November 28, 2013

Crimson Heart

[Intro]
There was a time
When you and I were alone,
I sat and I questioned about life,
And I asked you,
"Are you afraid of the light?"

[Verse I]
This is the last time I'll say
Don't give up on life. 
I'll cry to let you stay,
You know me, I never cried. 
Blinded by the day; 
The doorway to the skies. 
Scattering your seeds,
Fertilizing ties. 

[Pre-Chorus I]
So will you be painting the skies,
The oceans of hope in your eyes,
To drown away all the lies we faced inside?

You wished that we won't have to cry,
For your fate is scripted too bright,
And you only prayed for the strength to walk our lives!

[Chorus I]
Let it rot my crimson heart, and I swear,
That I'll be okay tonight. 
For now,
He will guide you, walk you to your paradise!

[Verse II]
Leave your fears behind,
It will be alright.
You will never be alone,
He will be your light. 
A shelter from this world
Of cruelty and frights.
So delve into the skies,
We will be alright. 

[Pre-Chorus II]
The songs that you mumbled that night,
An echo of your choice and rights,
Will remain since you have taken your final flight!

[Chorus II]
Let it rot my crimson heart, and I swear, 
That I'll be okay tonight.
For now,
He will guide you, walk you to your paradise!

Your kingdom's heart is broken,
But we'll heal under His light. 
For now,
Rest assured, for we are walkers of your pride!

[Post-Chorus]
Amen. Amen.
And we will be alright!
Amen. Amen.
Please bless us with your light!

[Bridge]
Look inside my open scars,
You will see nothing but the dark
That will frighten all the parts
Of you.  

Can you fix my broken heart?
They've been mauled, they've fell apart.
Wish that you will say your part, 
Oh well...

Can you see my blackened heart?
All those toxic, twisted parts!
I don't need a crimson heart
To prove that I'm apart!

Can you stay with me all night?
Can you shine, the light?
I wouldn't want to be without you. 

[Chorus III]
Let it rot my crimson heart, and I swear, 
That I'll be alright tonight.
For now,
He will guide you, walk you to your paradise!

Purify my blackened heart, and I swear
That I'll be your living pride.
For now,
Spread your angelic wings, guardian of the skies!

[Post-Chorus]
Amen. Amen.
The guardian of the skies!
Amen. Amen.
An angel of His light!

[Outro]
And it's time for you to shine!
Heal this blackened heart of mine!
With Him always by your side,
Don't feel lonely, just confide!

If you feel unsatisfied,
Don't worry, we will soon be fine!
For you are always with us. 

Thursday, November 21, 2013

The Battle

[Verse 1]
And now we see the world
parted by the skies;
and all the heads we hurled
started singing lies.
And will we be gone
when the great war is long gone?
Or will we drown inside the seas
of everybody's pleas?

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'll lead us, all of us
to a glorious victory.
And we'll accept the madness
that leads to dignity.
We'll be leading the fight,
we'll be shining the light
right into the flames (in your eyes)!
right into the flames (in your lies)!

[Chorus]
You're fighting me,
oh baby, you're so sweet.
And will we cast our swords?
They're broken
from our wretched hearts! (so frozen)

You're guiding me,
oh how can you be so sweet?
Is this the path we'll take?
They're broken
into many roads! (they're frozen)

[Verse 2]
We're fighting against pride (in the battle)
during stormy tides. (for the battle)
And we refused to yield, (to the battle)
and run away from the fields. (of the battle)
And will we go back home
when we destroyed their homes?
Or will we torture, steal and kill
all the innocent's wills?

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'll lead us, all of us,
to a heinous victory. (so sweet!)
And we'll accept the sadness
that spreads so vividly. (so sweet!)
We'll be leading the fight,
we'll be dying inside,
as we suffocate (deep inside)!
as we suffocate (no more lies)!

[Chorus]
You're fighting me,
oh baby you're so sweet.
And will we cast our swords?
They're broken
from our wretched hearts! (so frozen)

You're guiding me,
oh teach me to be that sweet.
Is this the path we'll take?
They're broken
into many roads! (they're frozen)

[Refrain]
Surely there's a way to end the battle!
But we are here to stay, and fight the battle!
No more chitchats, let us start the battle!
No more regrets, we'll die inside the battle!

[Bridge]
All of us are nothing but the criminals
who fought for their greed,
who fought for their needs.
And now it all melts, it melts away;
I've been dreaming all these days,
for this day to stay,
the battle that liberates me!
The battle that liberates me!

And this will be the end to all ends.
This will leave no holed ends.
When will this battle end?
When will our time end?

And this will be the end to all ends.
This will leave a whole end.
When will this battle end?
When will our time end?

[Chorus II]
You're fighting me, (the battle)
oh baby you're so sweet. (is everything)
And will we cast our swords?
They're broken
from our wretched hearts! (so frozen)

You're defiling me, (the battle)
oh dear, why are you so sweet? (is everything)
When will we stop the war?
They're breaking
our people's lives! (they're freezing)

[Outro]
We will raise our swords and now we fight the battle!
We will represent the warriors in the battle!
We will fight as one, as whole, and win the battle!
We will cross our swords, until we've won the battle!
We will scream and cry, but all is for the battle!
We will bleed and die, but all is for the battle!
We will sacrifice our lives to win the battle!
We'll reveal your lies, we fight an honest battle!

Friday, November 15, 2013

Trance II

Sometimes I live through such wrong ways
And such foreign ways
That I will live my life in their ways
Emptiness in time
It is a life that I will agree upon
And now my time is up
I appreciate all appreciation 
Of a worldly forgiveness
A world that I feel so dead in
I sacrificed so much for me
That I can never be satisfied
I am willing to be on a long way
That I am like a dragon on holiday
I feel as if I am no longer myself
That I will never change for themselves
A world inside my heart
A world inside my mind
A poem and a story of my life
Are written in lies. 

I am willing to be gone
For I among all people
Propelled myself forward with such intricate words
A complex mindset
I am not amused
For I am confused about life and fame
For life is worthless
Why do we live
Who do we live for
For a dance that will make us faint
And we will soon be dead.

Sure, I said so
For worldly hope has nothing to do with fame
The fame and fortune are fighting
For my pleasure
And tears are broken and frozen
They are fortunes of me
This trance will never end
So this prose will never end. 

This is my world and my fortune
For this will be the last of fame
Laughter and smiles are falsified
And I think I am destined
For such unfortunate ways
And a poem I will write
For all ladies and gentlemen. 

I'm comparing the ratio
Of 'am I here' to 'I am here'
So am I happy
For 'am I here'
Or am I happy
For 'I am here'
I am asking myself
Am I here
Because I want to be here?

In the midst of confusion
I paved way for delusion.

I wretched everyone and I wretched myself.

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Tyrant Eliza.


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What is real, and what is not? Who is Eliza? Eliza is my lover, but it isn't nearly as simple as that. There's some confusion going on.

Genre: Mystery, Horror, Fantasy
Rating: R-18 for intense violence, blood and gore, sexual themes, strong language