Tuesday, December 7, 2021

Tourism

All that ends in a wave
A fateful day ahead, they may say
Such irony, a conspiracy of this world
This bizarrely brazen world
And the story will be left untold
Or will the world participate
In another fateful journey, or another
And all the worlds will come and go
And all that begins, for in the beginning
Another time, a burial underground 
The Samsara of this world, unrepentant
And the benevolence is unpaid, someday
The white sands will flare up like the sun
And a bright moon will crash onto the earth
Someday, this will all end, and the cycle
The cycle of life starts anew, it starts afresh
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
And a frequent tourist of this world
Unbetrayed, yet the sky will fall
Or will the ground become the sky, the sky
The sky is blue, perhaps lacking the clouds
But where are the clouds
The rainbows are obfuscating the world
The beauty, a beauty, and it will all end
Unremorseful, for it's the end of life
But a story, a story of fate
Will the readers be able to comprehend
The code, hidden through time
Behind the veils of an unmoving sun
But will it unveil
And here it will unveil
The code that governs the sanctity of this
This world that has been forsaken by time
Unmoving, unspoken, unperturbed by loss
But is there something else beyond
Beyond all of these... codes
A ghostly vision of us, the past lives
Or parallel to all that walk alongside us
Another history, or maybe it is history
A true self, yet all these true selves
Are but walking through this layer of dust
Choking in gas, poisoned by Samsara
To release, to release it all, catharsis
And this whole world will be gone, today
To release it all away, the tensions of truth
But will there be a someday, sometime
Nothing will be gone, ever again
But is this just a discrepancy
Two sides to every history, a writer
A writer is the God of this world, unperturbed
Undisturbed by the wills of the characters
And someday, the ghosts of desire will rise
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
But when I'm gone from this world
Can we all just carry on
Hand in hand
Heart to heart?

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Carry me away





Heart and heart.

Thursday, June 3, 2021

An Endless Beginning, Under the Unmoving Sun

A sun and a moon
as the sun never sets, will the moon ever rise
as long as the sky is blue, an absent clockwise
a spirit wails from the island below
washing away all their heartfelt sorrow
the pain, the heartbreaking suffering of loss
a thirst unquenched, as the soup's covered in moss
the lord of stagnation sits thinly on the throne
lamenting without tears that the world's all alone
and a disease; the world is so sick, neurotic
the mind, motionless, absolutely chaotic
those beings are but an escape from the psychotic
to submit to endless death and rebirth, hypnotic

A sun and a moon
a really desperate hope that we will all be happy soon
a meditative journey under the long-eternal noon
or is it that we are simply waiting for a big typhoon
to sweep us all away, like the dust on the beautiful spine
a steady rhythm in line, whenever our dreams intertwine
and to love myself and my heart, or is this just a mere sign
of a death and a rebirth of a body that is not mine

And I'll see you soon
I'll see you underneath the millions of gorgeous stars
raining down from the heavens spanning so wide and far
but before that, I must
walk the grey purposeless path to that dusty-spined star
for that, I must
regain control of the pains crawling under my scars
and someday, I must
conquer the inner demons of this world so bizarre

In the beginning
there was a beginningless
and endless cycle of death and rebirth
and there were three poisons
that have diseased the world from the very start
in the end
there was a beginningless
and endless cycle of greed, delusion, and hatred
and a disappointment
has disharmonized the spirits of our hearts

And when that time comes
the three poisons in the world will have fully spread
how beautiful it will be, the path we will tread
but suffering never ends, no tears will be shed
for I hold the cure to my sickness up ahead
and when that time comes
together we will be, frolicking hand-in-hand
along the road to extinction on the white sands
singing to the requiem of the diseased land
by the throne of poison, it will be our last stand

And I'll see you soon
when that time comes
the fated day when
at long last
I open my heart
and whisper to you
I love you
with all of my heart

Monday, May 17, 2021

The World of My Heart

A stagnation
is when all time stops
is when all rely on the truths of the world
to prevent such destruction, underneath this stagnation
and a worldly throne sits on top
of a man-made box, with its worldly shine
someday, we shall be under the unmoving sun
a wonderful family together as one
and there shall be no more hate, only love
and there shall be no more lies, only love

And the sacrifice of another lovely being
and a depressing agreement that we believe in
a world without destruction, never in our lifetime
as whenever time shall stop, the lords of youth shall rise
and this world is an enemy, a peace of our time
a sacrifice, now these are but fragments of our lies
and a ridiculed being, choking in their own lies
our eternal happiness, will it be our own lies?

And none shall be greater than the love of this world
a sacrifice, no, a wisdom to be obliged
and a truth shall penetrate our innermost desires
someday, there may be a way for us to inspire
to all the lost souls, let us love with our hearts
we're in a stalemate, let us cherish our parts
now the world shall witness us rise and fall
underneath the lords of truth, we stand tall

A wailing spirit of false strength and love
a truth dangles, a vine creeps up my spine
and for all the love I give out over time
I do not expect that this time's so sublime
someday, there may be a way for us to proceed
but today, let us rest, and to love we shall plead
nowadays, the world only strives to bring us down
and we will show them the way to that resting town

Our lords of stagnation, may you rise from your throne
let time stop in its place, please don't leave me alone
let the sun never set, for our love is immovable
those enemies of our time, their love is removable
and when oh when shall all our suffering end
happiness will end, and this we must contend
today, tonight, I love you with all my heart
and when our time resumes, will you play your part?

A love is a wisdom, now it's our time to go
sacrifice the fragments of our long time ago's
and today, tonight, we will be a family
but tomorrow night, will it be a tragedy
oh my lord, my exalted lord of stagnation
do stop the sun from setting down the horizon
and the clouds to be in lengthened meditation
until the sad time comes when we are to wisen

Please, lord, let this time stand still
let our happy times stand still
they call it stagnation, I say elation
as we walk towards the path of creation
and the lords will soon fret, sighing in nigh
and our suns will soon set, crying in nights
and a wisdom, no, a wisdom of salvation
to protect the outcome of our love's foundation

To protect us from this world
this sad world of damnation
is our love really a sin
deserving crucifixion?

Tuesday, April 13, 2021

To Walk on Water

In the beginning
there was a key to the sky
above the endless sea of beginnings
and like a spoon from the heavens
stirring the soup of life
and the birth of the protagonist
by an apple tree in a beautiful field
by the chapel's free will, we will never yield

And there was a time
when the nightly stars aligned
a stupendous white sky
and on your lush face, they're defined
and our miraculous bright cries
that our rest will never be till sunrise
for the lord of stagnation's head will rise
sitting on a golden throne, unsurprised

So it is now or never
yet week by week, time flies
as the past, present, and future collide
and the waves of rebirth subside
as the foreign beings walk on water
threading past a neverending forever
will our dreams only scream a never
or to write a happy ending together

Amidst your unparalleled beauty
our souls bind together by the light
and I will protect you with all my life
in a world where death is a new life
on the seventh day, we shall lie down and rest
underneath the cool shade of fate's woven crest
and life's true wonders shall bow at your behest
yet happiness is still the goal of our quest

In the beginning
the heavens and the star were created
now the star was dustless and barren
and a traumatizing lightless field
was over the surface and underground
and the spirit of the angel
the messiah of a being's true self
was walking on the soup of life
looking upwards, the angel asked
"will you be my friend?"

Wednesday, April 7, 2021

Chasing a Smile

There was a time
when the world was a beautiful lie
a hope that we could all see each other
as a fellow human being
and that was a dutiful lie
a creator's vision of a peaceful star
that we human beings could breathe on
and an undying will that we could live on

A dreamer's will is naught, but forsaken
a splendor of this world, my wings of freedom
a brilliant light, shining down on the dark
a blot in the purest essence of mankind
and a freedom, a liberation from war
an internal war, a battle among my selves
a wisdom, like a gorgeous quill inking the world
a story to tell, or maybe to rewrite this world

A world where all events shall be fated
according to my will, and an ark I will sail on
voyaging through the seven seas, strange as they are
an odyssey to figure out who we truly are
an adventure, a journey, a transition through time
and the wild depths of the unknown, now rise
the ghosts of everything shall call out my name
and dance by the graves of history and time

Do not despair, for my dream is the world
a wild land across the open seas, unexplored
as I lie on this ark, under an immovable sun
I witness a thousand timelines fly across the sky
a thousand dreams, a thousand lives, yet now
I wield the quill of life, a story of solely mine
as I walk ever so merrily on the soup of life
I will rewrite this world, under the calm blue sky

So let us be dreamers, wandering into the sunset
and let us be thinkers, pondering until the sun sets
a story everlasting, a story neverending
and let us be together until our happy ending

Tuesday, March 30, 2021

A Grey Walker to the End

A poem, of which I ought to say
as a spirit withers away
and silently, the tides will rise
yet someday, maybe there will be a way
a dream, yet where am I
enclosed, a box made of my mind
a sweet serenade from an outside lie
a feeling unreconciled, a lie

A façade, and we are but a truth
so are we but lamentations of the end
a creeper, weeping through the end
and secretly, the dreams are dead
unbent through the end
in the beginning, there might be a place
a home, maybe a hibernation corner
a refuge, from the refuse of the end
and all our dreams are dead
as we march towards the end

A rapier, yet the rocks are tactile
but my mind is fragile, but really just agile
a thousand words, and none makes sense
that is why the lives are far more dense
a crater, just another crater of life
but whoever shall shine, a pleasure on the line
and a path, no, many paths to the end
a brilliant light, but why is it still night

At sundown, maybe some things will change
will the dust be swept, a lonely throne
as I greyly walk towards the end
a dull cold penetrates my run-down sweater
but will there be a truth, waiting in the sky
or just a path, a grey path of lies
a day talker, or maybe I'm to tend
the eternal grey walker to the end

And the Gods will witness
my story till the very end

Saturday, February 6, 2021

The Grey Spirit

Has my time come, I wonder
my children, who are beyond my dreams
you call yourself siblings yet I cannot protect you
from the destinies that you have written
a truth that you believe in
inside your brilliant minds, I wonder
to sweep the dust off the Spine of the World
and to break free from your worldly moulds
but however it goes, whenever you visit
I will guard the throne to the lord
yet, that is what I truly wanted all along
that is why I remain strong, for all of you
a sacrifice, however lonely I may be
so take your time, children, take your time
yet, it would be selfish to call you my children
for we were all from the same Angel, aren't we
yet I've been protecting you all this time
all this while, serving as your strength
your sword and shield, yet I need no recognition
just be safe, and do not be concerned about me
for the Gods are splendid, and now I have seven
the children of the lost, brutalized by this world
my children on the aboveground, siblings in name
do take your time, for I preach in my name

"There's no need for concern, that I may be lonely
if you plan to return, do bring yourself only
and my blade shall in turn, destroy the enemy
and you will then discern, this world's true tragedy
a house for my children, I have built from the bones
of those damned guilt-ridden, they won't leave me alone
I'll keep the door unlocked, for when truth's set in stone
and when you feel landlocked, there's a lord on the throne

Meanwhile, I'll be waiting, forever and ever
in this underground cave, Samsara, forever."

Sunday, January 17, 2021

The Sweepers' Dreams

What is stagnation?
A destination
a procrastination forevermore
a relaxation, and may all the lords
forsake whoever more, but our swords
and my futility in this mutiny
a liability, not a responsibility
a craving for a dream that never creeps
an eye that never sleeps
or a heart that never weeps
a mother's poem, a flower blooms now
yet, aren't there any other rooms now
for us to make a long solitary bow
a rest from the day, for we did our best
a symbol in the sky, and the clouds never lie
but will they never lie, even after we die
and yet the crevices never cry
even after the hastily-spoken demise
of a heftily-woken surprise
that the world will end whenever
a tomorrow, or a year, or a century or forever
a greater cause, or maybe a major loss
forever, forever, however, we're together
a lover, a friend
a fervor, godsend
forever, and forever, and forever

A sign of hope, or maybe a never
a crater, but a debris from the sky
a meteor, and from a tree that could sigh
purposeless, for the dreams are just gone
or just mourning under the dirty backyard lawn
the day becomes days, the week becomes weeks
whoever shall break through this isolated system
another, and another, and another
a wisdom, concealing beyond our freedom
squealing for help, a bloody deluge
and the seas of golden-purple, bloodied refuge
a soup of life, a stagnation
an island of I, levitation
a spine of the world, meditation
a death, a rebirth, a meaningless samsara
and all our dreams are now buried in samsara

Let us sweep the dust off our skins and spines
for we are the stars of seams and fauna
let us sit and make peace with winds and wines
and reach for the stars, dreams of nirvana