I thirst for people's acceptance of myself,
the first and last repentance of themselves;
I've became a resemblance of insects' shells,
plunging into a penance of my crying hells;
blunting bloodied lances of those who yelled
"You are weak, nobody likes you!"
"Are you crying? Nobody pities you!"
They are shying from things that remind them of reality,
They are crippling the wings of the angels of Holy.
They are the reason of me being me.
They are what changed my personality.
Insanity, apathy, hypocrisy, simplicity,
Are but mere defense mechanisms,
Are what shadow me from criticisms.
(Shadow Vegas)
I've been driven insane by society,
For I've forgiven the saner me
For wearing a happy mask;
It assigned itself to a huge task
Of being a victim!
The saner me is like an untuned rhythm,
Operated by an ancient system,
A system where humans were all the same,
We were judged based on who's to blame
For stealing the village's food.
Now we are judged based on gender,
Appearances, skin and will to surrender,
Or the state of servitude.
How can that not drive one insane?
What is there to gain?
(White de'Leon)
I've grown apathetic of everything
Not because I loathe everything.
I am simply exhausted.
I kept wondering whether people liked me,
Or that they pretended to like me
When they truly hate me.
Worrying did not change a thing.
Worries made me fear reality,
That is why I delve into fantasy;
Writing my own rules,
Ruling my own kingdom,
And imposing my very own fear
Into my people.
(Rammer Strobe)
I believe in reasons.
Technically, I am trying to help people.
Realistically, these people could not appreciate me.
There are people who fights for the weak,
Who kicks beggars like they went on a streak!
There are people people who advocates free speech,
Who kills those who has opinions to preach!
Such hypocrisy.
Is that the only way to survive in this world?
(Slitzh Manseus)
I do not need to speak much,
For life in itself is a huge conspiracy.
Why do people think such complicatedly?
I do not, and I refuse to understand.
I believe in simplicity
For it relieves me of the burdens of life.
