Wednesday, October 26, 2011

A Random Guy Named Red

in respect 2 some1 hu said me engrish pro, i will use bloken engrish in dis post. yay.

dis guy is named chuen hong, hu is a veli perasan guy. he itu org claim himself bnyk QQ n veli handsum. i duno la, bt he is quite frenly n veli veli bnyk random. lah.

i knw him sejak std 6 n he pd masa itu seorng pengawas. he itu veli lazy bt get 7A. i also bo faham. hw cum he so lucky? maybe he itu genius, i duno la. dun wan knw also.

den when i found out we sama sch, i veli happy. at least i ada fren yg boleh ketawa dgn saya. so dat i wun be so lonely. bt i think i in claz sit veli far away frm him. i oso duno y. i veli sad. aiya nvm lah, sudah over.

we didnt talk much for 2 yrs, i oso dunno y. v only jumpa in red hse. i oso dunno y. i dunno y i keep using i oso dunno y. ntg to do issit. haiz. i dunno y i ntg to do. exam lepas dy, oso ntg to do. i go study better.

den we meet in f4. i was liek, yay, ada org dat i knw. i so hapi. i masuk claz n i tengok him. i so hapi. but i no ghey, dun salah faham me. v bnyk chat at start of yr, n i bcum hapi person. hapi hapi hapi. i duno la.

den our claz ada few org mau form gang, panggil EPC. i bnyk hapi. ada new fren. can meet new ppl. so hapi.

den satu hari ch join EPC. i was liek wadafak. bt i veli hapi. ada kawan baik join EPC. kk story end. yay.

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Chuen Hong. Hah. The rather perasan guy who is well, awesome (at times) xD. Our history is explained in the award-winning masterpiece above, so yeah. Opinions time.

Mr. Red here is probably the most balanced person I've met in my life, which is a good thing. He's annoying at times, and harsh at times, went overboard at times, but he's still awesome.

And he's really, really a good person who is always there for me. A person who doesn't mind discussing personal issues, and gives good advices. Thanks for that xD

So yeah, I guess there ain't much to say now. I just wish we'll be besties forever. And remember what you said, "don't be the first ones to betray true friends". And I wish you won't be the first true friend to betray me, cause I know I won't. (:

- Grandma

Indecipherable

Try to see through my eyes,
young lies,
When you fake whatever bloody hell,
I am unsure,
you don't need to tell.

Do not understand me if you has zero ability,
For soul belonged to myself,
did not understand myself;
did not decipher himself
without authenticity.

Lost fate shall enthrall people who made malice.

Freedom is not freedom,
when it was not delivered wisdom,
from unwisdom;
people of boredom.

What will I shall deny,
is causing people to rely
on their wanting;
not relating to my heart,
like a burning dart.

Imbeciles of the past generation,
I hereby command
that thou shan't dignify your nation,
if you fail or refuse to reprimand.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Shivering Sage

Distancing himself from sources of what would be abuse,
Yours truly contain null fiction of the fame of use,
Definitive negative of ideas when composing such prose,
Bloodied devastation derived from crimson red of the rose.

Good morning, shall you remember me as a rather intelligent person,
Or what thou shall not be determined by no extreme reason?
Because zero comprehend my will and destiny, fear of bad session,
Whatever, pushing me aside without warning, shalt commit arson.

Mind me disappear from community a while longer before I implode?
And let me inspire the people I faced with the thousand golden horses I rode,
Or implore my inner karma to react passively when I build the Collosus of Rhodes,
Don't try and exploit such miniscule strength while I'm in such despair, about to explode.

And the shivers of such wild beast will tame the part who I am without understanding,
Rivers of fate shall seal the distorted item which I contain without a need of offending,
When I have decided, none shall attempt any changes or what people call goading,
Only then I will continue the path of wisdom, sagacity and end still standing.

Oh shivering sage, please grant me wisdom,
So I can endure the torture where no one but everyone is to blame,
Oh shivering sage, eliminate the kingdom,
That is trying to bring me down to a peasant who hast no name.

Monday, October 24, 2011

The Radiance

The north eastern winds blew with signs of impeding danger, and it grew stronger, swifter. Bells of the sovereign churches were heard ringing in tune of the earth's natural beat. Leaves glided freely, hastily, as the barren town was of filled with utmost poverty, people who were desperate to devour anything edible, or non-edible. Melodic, soulful singing of the choirs charmed the sins of the people.

"God, please save us!" A scruffy man with long, untidy hair screamed. He was full of sin, and so was his family, and everyone else. They were people of guilt, and light did not shine over them, for they were not forgiven by the outside world.

"We shall only burn inside the fire of a thousand suns, and no more shall be said." An elderly person has spoken. Their sins were never explained, but its radiance spread throughout the living world.

And only one did not sin as much as other sinners, but was accused of.

"You knew the world will not be the same, and yet you ran, far far away."

"Remember this, you are now a sinner, and you will always be one."

Those words scintillated inside the girl's heart, which was as fragile as a pearl, as pure as diamond. She did not commit guilt, yet people did not believe her. She resumed her running, as she had to get far, far away from the town of sin. Her dark, long yet smooth hair glided along the chilling wind, as she swam in the smokes of what would be an arson attack by the people of sin.

"I can't... No! I am innocent!!" She comforted herself, as she hastened her pace. Her eyes were then, soaked in sparkling tears. Tears which she did not create, and instead was forced onto her, and the tears did not worth her.

Her tears were wiped away by the polluted wind. And soon she was lost in the beating storm, only to appear again two hundred meters away, in a destroyed building. She cleaned her smooth face with the brown cloth which she wrapped onto her shoulders beforehand. She broke down, this time she couldn't control it.

The Bridge of Mercy was burned by people of her town, and she was to blame. Deaths of nearly a hundred people just happened, and thousands were severely injured.

"Don't apologize, I'm losing what I don't deserve..."

***

As he wandered into the forest in hope for some adventure, he seemed to notice a trail of smoke in the skies east of him, as if the skies were suffocating.

And thus he ran, he knew he had to help the people, as he was the general of an army, and he needed to show courage, to establish a pattern for his soldiers to follow.

He threw his camping bag at a rampaging tiger, just so that it wouldn't get in his way. But the tiger ran after him, even with its head drenched in its own blood.

"Try to catch up, mother****er!"

He gave up on being chased, and thus halted immediately. He lifted his bodybuilder's hand into the air, and gave the raging tiger a fierce, merciless, powerful punch full of vigor. The tiger died instantly. He was inhuman.

And then he was a girl, the same one who ran away from her town. She was with minimum sin, and he knew that.

"Sir... You are strong..." Her eyes dazed onto the man's bloodshot cyan pupils. Her hands clenched together, as if begging for hope or mercy.

"Can you... help me?" Her voice rang his heart, as he knew this girl was without much sin, but was from a place full of sin. She needed help. A lot of it.

"Of course, young lady. May I know your na-" Before he could finish, he felt a sudden warmness, a feeling he had never experienced before. The girl embraced him with the most comfortable action ever- his first hug. It was so tight he could barely breathe, but the fact of having someone trust him is more than enough to compensate that.

"Please, sir... Do not resent me, do not hate me, for I am innocent." She has spoken with such worried voice, as if chaos will arrive any moment.

And it did.

***

He crawled forward, dark red blood gushing out of the burst veins in his arms, his clothes were torn beyond recognition. He gasped, panted, coughed blood and went through the seven circles of hell before even able to move another inch.

And he saw her, sobbing pitifully in a shady corner, just forty-five degrees to the right of him. He mustered all his inner strength and stood up. Without reluctance, he ran forward before surrendering to his injuries and pummeled the rocky ground below.

"I am... so useless... sob.." The girl covered her eyes with both hands, as if she did not want the guy to see her fragility.

"It was a bomb, young lady."

"I know, and it was all because of me..." She replied while using both hands to adjust her fringes to the side, allowing clear view of her dark brown eyes.

"Always remember, the weight of the world will give you the strength to go." He said with a smirk on his tranquil face. His bent his back slightly while stretching his right hand forward, only wishing for his loved one to forget the past, and embrace the future.

"Bu-But... I will only cause... trouble. And I d-d-don't... wanna hurt you!" She was in a total dilemma, as she was a wanted person. But his eyes were without a tinge of sorrow or regret, just a glimmer of hope.

"I..." As she tried to continue, he wrapped both of his muscular arms around her fragile body, eliminating the inner demons and conflicts within her soul. He brought her to his chest, holding onto her even tighter than before.

"I will have no regrets, I promise."

***

Three years passed, and it went mostly well, with the girl leaving her town of sin and residing with the man, in a wooden house far, far away. In the town of En Agloria.

"Yawn~" She rubbed her eyes oh-too-casually, as she turned her body right and got out from the master bed. She went to the living room and simply fell on the sofa, as lazily as always.

"Ah, I wish he doesn't have to work, I'm bored all day." She took a sip from her cup of coffee before resumed her lazing.

"GET THE **** OUT!" Suddenly, three men in black broke down the house's weak wooden door, rushed in and nabbed her. She was given no mercy.

"Let... go of me!" She bit the hand of one of the men, which resulted in a loud, screeching scream. She delivered a forceful punch to his face, which broke his skull into several pieces. As he fell back, she spun a full circle to deliver a swift flying kick to the face of another man.

"Just die, sinner!" The remaining man pressed a button on his arm, instantly resulting in a huge explosion which set the wooden house on a raging inferno. The man, well obviously, perished. But the girl did not, as her strength of purity forbid her from dying.

"GAH!!"

"Somebody... HELP ME!!"

"Ugh..."

An hour passed, and she was still trapped inside the flames of hell. She would die at any moment, but she persisted. She was still a fine young lady, and had a lot to do on her waiting list.

"I... couldn't..." She laid on the detritus-filled ground, her limbs scorched by the heat and rendered unusable.  Her eyes were of pure sorrow, but this time she resisted her tears, for she did not want to feel weak. But she was born in a town of sin, and she was destined to face death in the hands of sin, it was only a natural cycle.

She lost the will to live.

She gave up.

She...

"And if you were to give up this easily, then you really are a sinner, darling." A voice was heard, right in front of her. But she could not decipher the shadow as the smoke was drowning the figure. But she was definite it was that someone.

That special someone...

"Heh. I just wish the oceans will bleed for ya, sweetheart. Cause you are worth more than I ever am." The shadow disappeared, and another explosion was noticed, replacing the mysterious shadow.

"NOOO!!!" She stood up while negating the pain she suffered for too long, her right arm trying to stop the profuse bleeding of her left shoulder. She shook her head in disbelief before running towards the source.

"Please, God... HELP US!!" Her eyes were filled with liquid of utter despair, as she ignored all obstacles while diving into the fiery remains of the explosion.

She found the meaning of life, what she lived for. And it was robbed from her.

***

The melodic sounds of piano played through the calm, tranquil atmosphere. Birds were heard chirping without any sign of calamity.

*Ding~* Her smooth, small fingers pressed down on the piano's keys without much force. She soon tuned them to a famous piece by Beethoven. Full of emotions she had, she only lacked one- happiness.

"Sob..." She stopped playing and placed both her palms onto her face, smothering them from the outside world. She couldn't understand why, and probably never will.

"Am I really worth sacrificing for?"

Just then she felt a hug from behind. The house was locked, so no thieves or kidnappers may enter. And the fact that she was forgotten as a girl from the sinful town crossed the fact that she might be hunted again.

She did not believe. She refused to believe.

 She smiled, for the first time.

The Radiance (Teaser 2)

And only one did not sin as much as other sinners, but was accused of.

"You knew the world will not be the same, and yet you ran, far far away."

"Remember this, you are now a sinner, and you will always be one."

Those words scintillated inside the girl's heart, which was as fragile as a pearl, as pure as diamond. She did not commit guilt, yet people did not believe her. She resumed her running, as she had to get far, far away from the town of sin. Her dark, long yet smooth hair glided along the chilling wind, as she swam in the smokes of what would be an arson attack by the people of sin.

The Radiance (Teaser 1)

"Always remember, the weight of the world will give you the strength to go." He said with a smirk on his tranquil face. His bent his back slightly while stretching his right hand forward, only wishing for his loved one to forget the past, and embrace the future.

"Bu-But... I will only cause... trouble. And I d-d-don't... wanna hurt you!" She was in a total dilemma, as she was a wanted person. But his eyes were without a tinge of sorrow or regret, just a glimmer of hope.

"I..." As she tried to continue, he wrapped both of his muscular arms around her fragile body, eliminating the inner demons and conflicts within her soul. He brought her to his chest, holding onto her even tighter than before.

"I will have no regrets, I promise."

Sis, Pei Jean

Yep, this pic. Old, but still cute (:

Well this cutie here is my sis since about June. One of my first true friends, and one that I will never forget. :D

Well, actually I saw her in tuition last year. I was like "okays, just another girl from tuition, I guess." Well it all changed, really, starting from this year.

I befriended Xing Yi since last year, so she kinda naturally find me to chat in class. Then I saw her, Pei Jean, the cute girl with a ponytail.

"Wait, I've seen this girl before..." I smiled at her, and she smiled back. Yeah it was just a casual sign of friendliness, but I wasn't exactly outgoing then.

Until during lunch one day where Xing Yi asked me over to chat a while. I met her again. I kinda forgot, but our friendship started from then (:

She was literally, the sweetest person I've met. She gave me the confidence I really needed when meeting new friends, the strength I needed to face various challenges, and the changes I need to become a better person. x)

And without any hesitation, this is my hope,
When facing conflicts, problems, I wish you can cope,
Without turning back, holding onto the only rope,
So that you will be victorious, not fall off the slope.

Once again I thank you for being there for me,
Even if I did many mistakes, you see.
You strengthened me to embrace the wild sea,
So I wish we'll be siblings forever, shall we?

I have numbed myself to the wounds, without feel,
But deep inside, I know my heart isn't hard steel,
You came and gave my broken heart a heal,
Thus allowing me to face whatever is real.

Without you, the friends I made would've been less,
You helped me open up to people while saying yes,
Without you, I can guarantee my life would be a mess,
You gave me the courage, motivation and bless.

From the deepest part of my heart, I only wish the best for you. Thank you for being my sis, accepting me for who I am, and motivating me to do only the right things. (:

Love ya, cute sis <3

- Gor

Lick Tek Future


I staggered as I wandered into the black fog, smothering my minute nostrils with soot and dust which I loathed very much. Yet I instigated, fully determined to unravel the absolute truth of utmost significance. I was undeniably a paranoid person, fearing the inner haunts of the pitch black darkness outrunning my pace in this inner conflict.

Without hesitation, I ventured forward, without any expectations in mind. I deliberately wanted to extinguish the flames of sin, defrost the glaciers of guilt, and rid myself from this distortion of so-called reality. I felt the presence of a mortal three feet in front of me.


I just could not resist staring at the unbeknownst object. It was a mere solitary stranger, and yet the savagely brutalized me felt otherwise. A monster it was not. A demon it was also not. But I lacked the very important confidence and willpower to continue thinking.

I took two steps forward, while the figure remained silent. Each step was executed with dark red blood squirting out from my severely wounded leg. I didn’t make it. Just one step and I fell hard again. The figure seemingly had a sign of pity towards the me. As if I was someone it knew for a far too long period of time.


My mind was resilient. I did not want to die. I lifted my head up just to catch a rather blurry look of the figure. All too similar to someone I knew…

I raised my sacred blade of antiquity ninety degrees upwards, pointing the edge towards the dreaded enemy. I was in complete preparation to strike, but the figure was a mysterious one, as if he knew I was deprived of energy, just stood there without bulging an inch. I reaffirmed myself, I definitely recognize the figure, ebony black hair accompanied ivory white shirt with the motivational phrase "LICK THE FUTURE" inscribed on it.

He was a guy named Tom.

***

ALRIGHT NOW WHAT THE HELL. I WROTE A FREAKING STORY FOR NOTHING. THIS SUCK.

But if you actually bother to read that short story, it basically describes my new best bud, TEK. And yup, he's all too similar to a best friend of mine. Random, funny, offensive yet defensive, pervert, secretive, and just a fun guy. xD

When I first met him, well yeah. "THIS GUY ISH PERVERT 100%". I was 100% right, this guy is 100% pervert.

Yet we got closer through Maplestory, OUT OF ALL GAMES. At first I thought he's like "okay, another guy who likes to play games, blegh." Then we went EPC outing. And it changed.

"Okay, he's a guy who likes to play pervert games, I see." I was wrong again, soon I noticed he's kinda fun to be with, and his personality is JUST LIKE THE GUYS FROM MY OTHER GANG, which I spent two years with. 

It's only after the EPC class trip where he actually became my true friend, and well yeah, we got along quite well I guess. x)

So yeah since this is such a freaking long post which consists of 50% fiction without any real meaning other than indicating that Tek is similar to someone I knew, I'll end it here, I guess. 

LICK TEK FUTURE.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

B.R.A.

ME: GOOD MORNING MISTER. MIND INTRODUCING YOURSELF?

BRA: Hello, my awesome name is Bryan Yap, but my friends call me bra for no apparent reason. I am 13+4 years young and I live in a country far away from Sri Lanka, above Indonesia, below Thailand. I am an alien.

ME: Well hi alien. Why are you hugging a tree? Do you love it?

BRA: Like, DUH. And sunglasses. I'm addicted to them.

ME: I saw you at the beginning of the year. Y U LOOK LIEK GANGSTER.

BRA: NO I'M NOT. U BLIND?

ME: Then I realized you're like, totally NOT a gangster. I was flabbergasted.

BRA: Well you should be.

ME: Yes I should be. And you were so very fierce. Like a tiger. Which is awesome, at times.

BRA: Now you try being the Head of Cleanliness. I'll enjoy your suffering.

ME: But you were nice as well. Hell, you made me spend RM30 per month on SMS alone.

BRA: I KNOW I AM AWESOME. See, I made you learn to type faster on your iPhone's keypad.

ME: Well thanks for that, mr. alien. And when I heard you like Gaga, and your English is awesome, I instantly thought you were awesome.

BRA: Why thank you mortal. Without me you wouldn't have such awesome English. And you would've been stupider, period.

ME: I see. Well this conversation is getting stupid. I shall end this. Goodbye, alien. *mic explodes*

So yeah, what an introduction. Well that actually summarizes this new friend I made, who is one of the few friends who care about me.

FINE THIS POST IS GETTING BORING. I SHALL CONTINUE THAT FREAKING INTERVIEW.

ME: Hi again alien. Thanks for being there for me when I was going through hell.

BRA: Hi again mortal. I'm glad we aliens can help you mortals in such a delightful way.

ME: Wait, why are you an alien again?

BRA: Because I am. U JELLY?

ME: YES ME JELLY. So yeah, once again thanks for being my best friend, alien. Do try to control your anger at times though, I don't want anymore mortals abducted to Mars.

BRA: I'M FROM ****ING PLUTO. NOT MARS. Well yeah guess I should try that.

ME: So yeah, whatever, byes. Me lub u.

BRA: Me no lub u. Shoo.

(this entire convo is freaking fake for your information. No offense meant to anyone)

Thanks bra. Friends forever, yeah?

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Daughteh, Xin Ying

Lightly flattered. Really, daughteh, you should take more pics like this XD

Eh, without further delay, I shall proudly introduce the girl who just loves to call me mommeh, probably her keyboard's "y" and "h" switched position. But I still call her daughteh, I mean it sounds cuter right? :D

Everyone requires true friends, and you gave me that. <3

Xin Ying, how did I met ya again? Oh yeah you sat on the row in front of me. But I was shy. Too shy. Both me and auyong, shy people.

I hate my shy self. D:

Nonetheless, hyperactive Xiao Qi probably broke our seemingly impenetrable barrier, had to thank her for that. And EPC bought us closer, but it wasn't till about last 2 months where we REALLY became true, best friends. Heck, you became one of my only true friends, you're the only one who can actually see through my (well rather obvious) mask, or maybe you're the only one who dared ask me what's wrong. Really appreciate that, daughteh. (:

Yeah, even though this year might be a little rough for me, and maybe for you as well, I'm glad we made it. Actually, one of the reasons I made it was because of ya. All I wanted was just a listener, and you gave me more than that.

I sometimes felt lost in my own world, thus becoming emo for the entire day. And chatting with you, although you might not realize it, gave me the motivation to rise against all odds. Of course, thanks for trusting me. People generally need appreciation to live on, and you provided me that as well.

No words is enough to describe how much I appreciate you, daughteh. :)

Good night, and thank you for coming into my life and shaping how I am today. You made me realize that I indeed, have someone I could trust.

Love ya, daughteh. <3

- Mommeh

Post-Mortification of Absolute Negligence

Away, foundered pests of the malignant shell,
You saprophytes solemnly revel to deceptive bells,
Just maroon, resent me in such gargantuan prison cells,
Instead of confining my utmost vehemence in hell.

Humiliate me and my abstinence of what you may see,
Just attempt strolling on my tightrope, and neglect glee,
Thou shall flounder and contain little power to flee,
Depriving yourself from ecstasy, into the world of me.

You grasp little sinful hearts, without malevolence,
All that you disarmed was the highly regarded prudence,
And your debilitated mind clustered with hopes for audience,
Well the pleasure is brief, pressure derived from negligence.

Soon your trickery of a fantasy will be morphed without condolence,
As whatever you attempted and lost was because of antecedence.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Wisdom Denied, I Shall Destroy Your Source and Eradicate Your Soul. You Are Now Mine. Forever. No Escape. You Will be One With Me. But I Hate You. (:

Well that title certainly attracted your attention. I guess. Maybe not. Ah whatever.

SO YEAH THIS IS ACTUALLY AN OLD BLOG BEING REVIVED. SO IGNORE ALL THE POSTS BELOW OR JUST READ THEM IF YOU FEEL LIKE IT. I DON'T CARE. BLAH.

Phew. :DD

Okays now... It's time to blog. Well, what most bloggers do, blog. Blog about life, love life, child life, hate life, animal life, life after death, life before death, nonexistent life, toilet life, life and life itself. Well I don't really do that.

I blog about the state that follows birth and precedes death. Yes that phase. I don't know what it's called but I'll name it my morphed fantasy.

Well which is the title of my blog if you didn't notice. (fail advertising ftw)

Alright let's get serious. My journey as a 16-year-old guy who just likes to be free and do nothing other than sit back, relax and enjoy. How fascinating.

Well, I met people who changed me. I met people who accepts me as a Lady Gaga fan, people who are just rock/metal fans like I am, people who I can easily spam random topics and stuffs, people who care about me, people who know me.

SOOOOOO yeah that paragraph describes my life now. It's fun, really. Better than I expected.

Life rocks now. I've gained many friends, a number of true friends, a sister, and well a strand of hair from some unknown person which I found on my computer table just 3 seconds ago. It's black.

So yeah, I'll go into detail of my new friends starting from my next post. And trust me, it's gonna be a hell lot longer than this post. Stay tuned, although I doubt you will ):

Quote of the century:
SAYA BATU KAMU HISAP. - Trekka-Tekko-Jeremiah-Tek-Chyn-Yi-Tek-Yi-Chyn-or-the-one-who-looks-like-a-racoon-for-no-reason-what-the-hell-am-i-talking.

- Alvin