Sunday, November 11, 2012

Shivering Shadows - End

My shadows swam through rivers from faucets
that poured darkness;
battled the world's false wisdom, wearing gauntlets
that fought soreness.
Ended this path with a mind of serenity
and hailing awareness;
what did we expect to face in time of eternity?
Reigning sadness.

Blistered the roads of light and dark,
and my shivers will shine bright and stark.
The tyrant's withered words shan't be with me,
and it is with you that they will forever be.
Demolished the pillars of blood, war and gore;
and every proof that I exist, days of yore.
All their sorrows, splattered on the walls of sand,
like an avalanche, crushing under orders of my hand.

Forfeit this world, a blazing prison cell;
but none would change, other than a living hell.
Until when I will be shrouded, no one will tell;
only after I've reckoned the times that I've fell.

None would glance at my pitiful soul;
who lives a life like a fearful ghoul.
It is the end; time would bend, hopefully.
My final dish, may you serve it mercifully,
willingly,
without a spark of fury.

The land was fertile, and just after a while,
it changed by a mile, now it's just a tile.
Swallowed by a hurricane of impeding evil,
now it's gone, forever enthralled to shrivel.

Destined to die in the wrath of a storm,
but have no fear for I will soon reform.
My shadows once quivered and now it's free;
so forge a glade for me, my shadow and thee.
We will walk this life, together with glee;
putting our pasts behind, and it's just us three.

- End

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Final Battle

R.I.P. to Mr. Slitzh Manseus and Mr. Rammer Strobe, the two pitiful people that I (literally) killed in my English essay. LOL.

The first week's over, along with four rather useless subjects. At least the stress from dating History paper is over, that's good enough.

Couldn't sleep on Sunday night, must be some kind of adrenaline rush. I think I slept for about 2 hours, which wasn't good, since Monday's exam was Malay. Entered school with heavy eyelids, and I knew I was in trouble; I mean, how could I even concentrate?

Kinda flunked my karangan bahan rangsangan, since my drowsiness kinda took over. Oh, and they decided to ask us to write some shit about bulan kemerdekaan or whatever, which I didn't actually study. Meh.

Karangan panjang title choices were actually pretty decent. I preferred writing about kebersihan than obesiti LOL. Was sleepy throughout the remaining 1 3/4 hour, but still, I managed to write one of the best karangan panjang I've ever written (I hope), but it was hell. Tried to cram in peribahasas and stuffs until I had a headache. After paper 1 was over, I kinda slept through the long break before paper 2, good thing I finished studying novel the day before.

Oh, so they decided to ask about freaking latar masa out of every other more useful shit there is. Next year's definitely gaya bahasa or biodata pengarang.

English was awesome. I sped through the letter to free up more time for continuous writing. And after asking around, most of my friends who chose the "first period" essay will at least have someone die in their stories. Well, at least the examiner wouldn't be disgusted after marking my double-murder essay. LOL.

What's up with novel questions this year? They asked us to write an incident which made us angry in Step by Wicked Step. Wtf. It's like they ran out of ideas. Oh well.

Sejarah's shit. Random like shit. No Madinah for essay. No Hindu Buddha. No Zaman Gelap or Renaissance shit for structure. No Hwang Ho. Wtf.

I read about Persekutuan Tanah Melayu 1957 and they asked the 1948 version. LOL. Not cool.

Maths was uhh.

Meh. One week of holidays and it's back to the fight. Good luck everyone :p