Thursday, June 16, 2016

The Lucid Lapse: Phantom Wings

Crossed my arms and legs
waiting for tonight
when the city lights dim yet brighten
the ghastly hearts and the drunken souls
the drugged businesses and the
semen bowls
and the trees may now fall
onto the orange-lit street
where humans with bottles
and humans with syringes
are like rats on the moon
a floating lightweight
and once again
show me what it is like
to live like bacteria
when the dogs have diarrhea
on this shit-filled area

The grassy field is dark at night
lit by clouded moonlight
those in homes saw me weep
came out and watch me weep
yet no light was lit
none will want to see my face
for what am I
but a measly little earthworm?

Born inside the earth
burrowing
changing the landscape of earth
yet what am I
but lunch for the baby birds
fed by the mother bird
after watching the father
with a bullet hole through
its plastic-filled intestines
speak the kindest words
"our children will grow up
to be forever free
yet the only ones who hate us
are the two-legged creatures
who built airplanes
yet cannot fly"

When I open the door
to my bedroom
it's like the same dream
once again
over again
never ending my pain

Friday, June 10, 2016

The Lucid Lapse: Everlast

I fade into the background
the plains of cows
the wolves by the shores
the purplish birds or skies
and the minor itch
in the lion's heart

The heat of a vapid field
but fulfilling for the wild
leave I could but I won't
for the leaves are still dancing

The trees are smilingly whirling
yet the monkeys still chase after me
as if I'm a primitive prey
an ancestral target
meant to be fossilized like those
pterodactyls
will this dream vanish
before they wear off their welcome
before I'm welcomed
by the chirps and the quacks
by the roars hisses buzzes
by so many yet so little
by the realest revelation
or will I reach resolution
by sitting and watching
those cows dying on the plains
or the plain background
or will lovely mother nature
naturalize the moon surface
of my heart?

I keep scratching
but the itch will not leave me
alone

Even as the meteors
start to rain like their words
and their faces
I still sit and watch
those monkeys chasing after me
but when they are scorched
and I am scorched
the itch still persists
like the realest dream