Misunderstood

Such intricate, profound silence belled my soul,
for fear it shall be lost in its own purgatory,
forever unseen, forever a mere story.
No mortal grasped my morality, dignity,
for they belittled who I am, who I was.
They shan't devour the kingdom which I conquered,
they shall only inflict excruciatingly,
they were murdered.

Place faith when I claim I'm worthy,
or even a little sorry,
all blatant deceits,
acts of counterfeit.
This world bladed its path, treacherously,
people surrendered mercifully,
but I shan't surrender hastily.
I forged my life without appreciating life,
and now I shall die without consuming life.

Picturesque world, reflected my daze,
you're like the glorious golden wings,
scintillating the inner wrongdoings.
I'm just a solitary boy,
community shan't forgive this little toy?
Companions whom lent me their hearts,
were necrotic darts
when I undermined my heart.

None shall my bloodshot eyes fixate onto,
as they criminalized yours truly,
been demoralized so unruly.

Only in Him whom I believe,
whom endorsed me to relieve;
broke the chains which ensnared me,
cured the wounds which crippled me.
Only in Him whom I gain the will to live,
as I glorified and loved him more than society.
Only in Him whom I could smile,
as everything would go a thousand miles.
Only in Him whom I could thank sincerely,
in the name of the Lord,
Amen.