drowning all my "help me"s
as every word that has been spoken
disappearing... what word?
the entrance to my world
blank
the words of others are lost in me
but where are my lost words?
dark dark dark I see nothing I perceive only colors the flashing light burn my eyes burn me tear me apart someday sometimes I do not or am not clear why I do this but they always told me to do it so I do it and when I think I'm me they push me down and they choke me and they tangle me in their lonely webs they do not want to see me be me they only want the me they want but things aren't going so well aren't they how are you what is life to you no no no no no no no no no no no no please stop this is killing me this is hurting me why do things happen why can't I just be alone no no no why stop stay away don't you understand I'm using simple words so that you understand but no you still try to push me down and beat me and splatter me onto your damn wall murder me blast me tear me apart
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