Mood swings. I hate them.
Yeah. Many people have uncontrollable, haphazard mood swings. Some of my friends have them, my mother has them, my beloved chemistry teacher has them as well. People close to me will know that my mood too, swings like, every once in a while.
The frequency of my mood swings kinda reduced since the last few months, but it ain't recovering anytime soon. When people ask, I'll just tell them that it's a heritage thing, which is 20% true actually. When my closer friends ask, only then I'll tell them the real reason. But to be honest, I ain't completely sure of the actual reason myself.
Last year, too many things happened at once, and my feeble mind couldn't take it. That's probably the reason I guess. What happened, you ask? I'll keep that personal I guess, but do kindly read some post which I posted on November 2011 and March 2012 and you'll probably get what I'm talking about.
The issues were solved long ago, but the effects are tremendous.
Oh, and if anyone if you understand my poems (which I doubt more than three people do), then you'll understand me a lot better. I can't express my thoughts in paragraphs as well as in poetry, I don't know why.
And 95% of my poems are "emo" poems, so yeah.
Less than five months till SPM, and six months before 2012 ends. Yes, I'll definitely miss high school life for all its ups and downs. Well, not really for the downs I guess.
Oh, and if you see me not acting like myself, suddenly not being happy-go-lucky or laughing at lame jokes, then stop trying to joke with me. It won't work, and it may aggravate my mood swings to higher levels. Just leave me be, and I'll be back to normal in a few minutes.
Or a few hours.
Or a few days.
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