Lost

Memories faded in the middle of the twilight,
separating us from being entity in the night.
Why bother surrendering your lost winded light,
when you’ll soon see me a hurt in your sight?

My corrupted spirit bled day per day,
why couldn't you understand me in any thoughtful way?
You melted me since I saw you on May,
yet you split your freedom, without say.

My words truly mean what they always ever mean,
but they are not and will never forever green.
I'm sure my flaws you know you have seen,
yet you’ve shifted from what you’ve always ever been.

For some periods I have lost tears the most,
and I kept very silent knowing well your host.
Why do you shine me, the one you would boast,
when all I was, was just a vanquishing ghost?

Sometimes I thought it was all just an illusion,
hey, maybe I just overdid a diversion,
but why do I tend to always feel inversion,
when I indeed felt a similar reversion?

The mystery was solved and my will was bound,
but whatever goes round will come back around.
Deep inside I just wish to listen to the sound,
that I may finally land my feet on the ground.

Indecipherable II

The black-hearted star scintillated dark beauty,
as the wings of damnation spread very unruly.
The blood of an angel hath smothered yours truly,
whom surreal emotions hath embroiled him in fury.

I derived the crimson from the everlasting hell,
as I claimed to originate from malignant shell.
She asked me to await the delirium so well,
deleteriously demanded the symphony of a yell.

An egregious individual, all the best to you,
your scrumptious young feast, too good to be true.
Face suffocation, utter memoirs, just get through,
die a terrible, horrendously superstitious death too.

My soul hast arose to lacerate cyan sky,
but the sin shall devoid myself in a try.
Why hast the sparkles, induce me a cry,
when my heart, with malice, presented a lullaby.

When I fixate my vision onto the blue haze,
all I were to instigate was me to be dazed.
To be deserted in purgatory, lost in the maze,
it were to be fantasy, adhered onto my gaze.

28/2/2012

And suddenly I felt the urge to resume blogging daily -.-

Was extremely frustrated by the myriads of homework. Seriously, exams are starting in four days. Four days. And it's a Saturday. Damn.

Differentiation sucks big time. To hell with those maxima and minima bullshit, and graphs, and logarithms. And integration. And statistics.

Damn, I may seem weak, but that's because I'm just enduring every single thrown insults relentlessly and (a little) resentfully. Or maybe it's just because I appreciate my friends too much that I just don't wanna cause any unnecessary arguments or misunderstandings. Or maybe I was born this way. Whatever the hell you say.

Trust me, if anyone of you managed to break my exceptionally towering limit, I could reciprocate every single insult you fired at me at twenty times the ferocity and make sure you'll never smile for the rest of the day, or week, because I can.

And I'm not the kind of person who forgets about anything easily. Mood swing kills you know.

What

History, y u so shitty?

I'm studying to succeed in SPM, and not in the first term examinations, so those puny pebel marks won't do a thing to budge me. I've grown annoyed of you, Mr. X. Now only I realized why do students loathe you.

Datin made a surprise appearance in our class today. Oh well, she's as bitchy as usual, glad that we changed our moral teacher.

Speaking of moral, kerja amal, what the hell. Can I just, like, write about me persuading some gangsters to leave the area for the "mengawal keadaan" point? That sounds good.

Celebrated Yu Ning's birthday in Domino's Pizza. Me, Ivan and Au Yong thought of a splendid idea- buying one chocolate bar each as a birthday present. How awesome. She was shockingly happy I guess, and thus our mission was (well...) accomplished.

Damn, I only ate three pieces of pizza. I could starve myself to death -.-

Chatted with Yu Ning and Au Yong along the way to tuition while staring at some lovebirds in front of us. Did we interrupt their privacy? I guess so. xD

Exams suck, I just want the holidays to arrive as soon as time allows.

Judged

There was once a bandit who lived solitarily,
the world that he possessed was the worst mentality,
the symptoms that he contained, missing originality,
but he lived his soul to an angel momentarily.

If he were to inherit the universe for eternity,
he world face demise with a feel of solemnity.
His pride would glide to abide with diversity,
and swore to bore and adore her virginity.

There was once an outcast who lived very lonely,
but she had a period of ostentatious antiquity,
yet she did not shift her demeanor so swiftly,
and the community became her very own antibody.

She had the great Aphrodite's unique sexuality,
her hair waterfalled down her back of femininity,
but her pupils were smeared with the deceiving ability,
and her peers were unrelenting in freeing her sanity.

And why do we people get deserted physically,
when we all deserve our dignity with equality?
We're teased, we're greased, but we walked merrily,
because our time and our dime, is our own responsibility.

Lotus Underworld

Click here.

I created a new blog just for the purpose of posting new stories, I guess. Poems will still be posted in this blog.

And yes I know the blog is plain, but whatever, I'm not going to change it.

I'm working on a story now, and it's more of an autobiography than a fictional story. Go check it out!

Blegh

Since when did my blog became more of an online library to store all my self-written poems and stories? I don't know.

Nope, this won't be an emo post, unlike my other posts. I'm just bored. LOL.

Exams. Damn them to hell. Homework. Damn them all to somewhere worse than hell. Well, I procrastinate a lot, so I couldn't blame the teachers though. But still.

And what am I doing now? Writing stories. Blast those exams, stories are way more fun to write. So yeah. Should I be a writer in the future? I don't know. Well, it's only February now.

Epic stuffs happened during the past few days. Our whole class got punished just by singing a damn birthday song. It was fun.

Me and my group did an oral presentation about a forum about oral presentation, which certainly took the teacher by surprise. Don't blame me though, I didn't know what's the difference between a forum and a debate. 

It's raining now, how romantic.

Hey, you, blog reader of mine, I am bored. I am really, REALLY bored. So yeah, hi.

Blegh.