The Radiance (Teaser 1)

"Always remember, the weight of the world will give you the strength to go." He said with a smirk on his tranquil face. His bent his back slightly while stretching his right hand forward, only wishing for his loved one to forget the past, and embrace the future.

"Bu-But... I will only cause... trouble. And I d-d-don't... wanna hurt you!" She was in a total dilemma, as she was a wanted person. But his eyes were without a tinge of sorrow or regret, just a glimmer of hope.

"I..." As she tried to continue, he wrapped both of his muscular arms around her fragile body, eliminating the inner demons and conflicts within her soul. He brought her to his chest, holding onto her even tighter than before.

"I will have no regrets, I promise."

Sis, Pei Jean

Yep, this pic. Old, but still cute (:

Well this cutie here is my sis since about June. One of my first true friends, and one that I will never forget. :D

Well, actually I saw her in tuition last year. I was like "okays, just another girl from tuition, I guess." Well it all changed, really, starting from this year.

I befriended Xing Yi since last year, so she kinda naturally find me to chat in class. Then I saw her, Pei Jean, the cute girl with a ponytail.

"Wait, I've seen this girl before..." I smiled at her, and she smiled back. Yeah it was just a casual sign of friendliness, but I wasn't exactly outgoing then.

Until during lunch one day where Xing Yi asked me over to chat a while. I met her again. I kinda forgot, but our friendship started from then (:

She was literally, the sweetest person I've met. She gave me the confidence I really needed when meeting new friends, the strength I needed to face various challenges, and the changes I need to become a better person. x)

And without any hesitation, this is my hope,
When facing conflicts, problems, I wish you can cope,
Without turning back, holding onto the only rope,
So that you will be victorious, not fall off the slope.

Once again I thank you for being there for me,
Even if I did many mistakes, you see.
You strengthened me to embrace the wild sea,
So I wish we'll be siblings forever, shall we?

I have numbed myself to the wounds, without feel,
But deep inside, I know my heart isn't hard steel,
You came and gave my broken heart a heal,
Thus allowing me to face whatever is real.

Without you, the friends I made would've been less,
You helped me open up to people while saying yes,
Without you, I can guarantee my life would be a mess,
You gave me the courage, motivation and bless.

From the deepest part of my heart, I only wish the best for you. Thank you for being my sis, accepting me for who I am, and motivating me to do only the right things. (:

Love ya, cute sis <3

- Gor

Lick Tek Future

I staggered as I wandered into the black fog, smothering my minute nostrils with soot and dust which I loathed very much. Yet I instigated, fully determined to unravel the absolute truth of utmost significance. I was undeniably a paranoid person, fearing the inner haunts of the pitch black darkness outrunning my pace in this inner conflict.

Without hesitation, I ventured forward, without any expectations in mind. I deliberately wanted to extinguish the flames of sin, defrost the glaciers of guilt, and rid myself from this distortion of so-called reality. I felt the presence of a mortal three feet in front of me.

I just could not resist staring at the unbeknownst object. It was a mere solitary stranger, and yet the savagely brutalized me felt otherwise. A monster it was not. A demon it was also not. But I lacked the very important confidence and willpower to continue thinking.

I took two steps forward, while the figure remained silent. Each step was executed with dark red blood squirting out from my severely wounded leg. I didn’t make it. Just one step and I fell hard again. The figure seemingly had a sign of pity towards the me. As if I was someone it knew for a far too long period of time.

My mind was resilient. I did not want to die. I lifted my head up just to catch a rather blurry look of the figure. All too similar to someone I knew…

I raised my sacred blade of antiquity ninety degrees upwards, pointing the edge towards the dreaded enemy. I was in complete preparation to strike, but the figure was a mysterious one, as if he knew I was deprived of energy, just stood there without bulging an inch. I reaffirmed myself, I definitely recognize the figure, ebony black hair accompanied ivory white shirt with the motivational phrase "LICK THE FUTURE" inscribed on it.

He was a guy named Tom.

***

ALRIGHT NOW WHAT THE HELL. I WROTE A FREAKING STORY FOR NOTHING. THIS SUCK.

But if you actually bother to read that short story, it basically describes my new best bud, TEK. And yup, he's all too similar to a best friend of mine. Random, funny, offensive yet defensive, pervert, secretive, and just a fun guy. xD

When I first met him, well yeah. "THIS GUY ISH PERVERT 100%". I was 100% right, this guy is 100% pervert.

Yet we got closer through Maplestory, OUT OF ALL GAMES. At first I thought he's like "okay, another guy who likes to play games, blegh." Then we went EPC outing. And it changed.

"Okay, he's a guy who likes to play pervert games, I see." I was wrong again, soon I noticed he's kinda fun to be with, and his personality is JUST LIKE THE GUYS FROM MY OTHER GANG, which I spent two years with. 

It's only after the EPC class trip where he actually became my true friend, and well yeah, we got along quite well I guess. x)

So yeah since this is such a freaking long post which consists of 50% fiction without any real meaning other than indicating that Tek is similar to someone I knew, I'll end it here, I guess. 

LICK TEK FUTURE.

B.R.A.

ME: GOOD MORNING MISTER. MIND INTRODUCING YOURSELF?

BRA: Hello, my awesome name is Bryan Yap, but my friends call me bra for no apparent reason. I am 13+4 years young and I live in a country far away from Sri Lanka, above Indonesia, below Thailand. I am an alien.

ME: Well hi alien. Why are you hugging a tree? Do you love it?

BRA: Like, DUH. And sunglasses. I'm addicted to them.

ME: I saw you at the beginning of the year. Y U LOOK LIEK GANGSTER.

BRA: NO I'M NOT. U BLIND?

ME: Then I realized you're like, totally NOT a gangster. I was flabbergasted.

BRA: Well you should be.

ME: Yes I should be. And you were so very fierce. Like a tiger. Which is awesome, at times.

BRA: Now you try being the Head of Cleanliness. I'll enjoy your suffering.

ME: But you were nice as well. Hell, you made me spend RM30 per month on SMS alone.

BRA: I KNOW I AM AWESOME. See, I made you learn to type faster on your iPhone's keypad.

ME: Well thanks for that, mr. alien. And when I heard you like Gaga, and your English is awesome, I instantly thought you were awesome.

BRA: Why thank you mortal. Without me you wouldn't have such awesome English. And you would've been stupider, period.

ME: I see. Well this conversation is getting stupid. I shall end this. Goodbye, alien. *mic explodes*

So yeah, what an introduction. Well that actually summarizes this new friend I made, who is one of the few friends who care about me.

FINE THIS POST IS GETTING BORING. I SHALL CONTINUE THAT FREAKING INTERVIEW.

ME: Hi again alien. Thanks for being there for me when I was going through hell.

BRA: Hi again mortal. I'm glad we aliens can help you mortals in such a delightful way.

ME: Wait, why are you an alien again?

BRA: Because I am. U JELLY?

ME: YES ME JELLY. So yeah, once again thanks for being my best friend, alien. Do try to control your anger at times though, I don't want anymore mortals abducted to Mars.

BRA: I'M FROM ****ING PLUTO. NOT MARS. Well yeah guess I should try that.

ME: So yeah, whatever, byes. Me lub u.

BRA: Me no lub u. Shoo.

(this entire convo is freaking fake for your information. No offense meant to anyone)

Thanks bra. Friends forever, yeah?

Daughteh, Xin Ying

Lightly flattered. Really, daughteh, you should take more pics like this XD

Eh, without further delay, I shall proudly introduce the girl who just loves to call me mommeh, probably her keyboard's "y" and "h" switched position. But I still call her daughteh, I mean it sounds cuter right? :D

Everyone requires true friends, and you gave me that. <3

Xin Ying, how did I met ya again? Oh yeah you sat on the row in front of me. But I was shy. Too shy. Both me and auyong, shy people.

I hate my shy self. D:

Nonetheless, hyperactive Xiao Qi probably broke our seemingly impenetrable barrier, had to thank her for that. And EPC bought us closer, but it wasn't till about last 2 months where we REALLY became true, best friends. Heck, you became one of my only true friends, you're the only one who can actually see through my (well rather obvious) mask, or maybe you're the only one who dared ask me what's wrong. Really appreciate that, daughteh. (:

Yeah, even though this year might be a little rough for me, and maybe for you as well, I'm glad we made it. Actually, one of the reasons I made it was because of ya. All I wanted was just a listener, and you gave me more than that.

I sometimes felt lost in my own world, thus becoming emo for the entire day. And chatting with you, although you might not realize it, gave me the motivation to rise against all odds. Of course, thanks for trusting me. People generally need appreciation to live on, and you provided me that as well.

No words is enough to describe how much I appreciate you, daughteh. :)

Good night, and thank you for coming into my life and shaping how I am today. You made me realize that I indeed, have someone I could trust.

Love ya, daughteh. <3

- Mommeh

Post-Mortification of Absolute Negligence

Away, foundered pests of the malignant shell,
You saprophytes solemnly revel to deceptive bells,
Just maroon, resent me in such gargantuan prison cells,
Instead of confining my utmost vehemence in hell.

Humiliate me and my abstinence of what you may see,
Just attempt strolling on my tightrope, and neglect glee,
Thou shall flounder and contain little power to flee,
Depriving yourself from ecstasy, into the world of me.

You grasp little sinful hearts, without malevolence,
All that you disarmed was the highly regarded prudence,
And your debilitated mind clustered with hopes for audience,
Well the pleasure is brief, pressure derived from negligence.

Soon your trickery of a fantasy will be morphed without condolence,
As whatever you attempted and lost was because of antecedence.

Wisdom Denied, I Shall Destroy Your Source and Eradicate Your Soul. You Are Now Mine. Forever. No Escape. You Will be One With Me. But I Hate You. (:

Well that title certainly attracted your attention. I guess. Maybe not. Ah whatever.

SO YEAH THIS IS ACTUALLY AN OLD BLOG BEING REVIVED. SO IGNORE ALL THE POSTS BELOW OR JUST READ THEM IF YOU FEEL LIKE IT. I DON'T CARE. BLAH.

Phew. :DD

Okays now... It's time to blog. Well, what most bloggers do, blog. Blog about life, love life, child life, hate life, animal life, life after death, life before death, nonexistent life, toilet life, life and life itself. Well I don't really do that.

I blog about the state that follows birth and precedes death. Yes that phase. I don't know what it's called but I'll name it my morphed fantasy.

Well which is the title of my blog if you didn't notice. (fail advertising ftw)

Alright let's get serious. My journey as a 16-year-old guy who just likes to be free and do nothing other than sit back, relax and enjoy. How fascinating.

Well, I met people who changed me. I met people who accepts me as a Lady Gaga fan, people who are just rock/metal fans like I am, people who I can easily spam random topics and stuffs, people who care about me, people who know me.

SOOOOOO yeah that paragraph describes my life now. It's fun, really. Better than I expected.

Life rocks now. I've gained many friends, a number of true friends, a sister, and well a strand of hair from some unknown person which I found on my computer table just 3 seconds ago. It's black.

So yeah, I'll go into detail of my new friends starting from my next post. And trust me, it's gonna be a hell lot longer than this post. Stay tuned, although I doubt you will ):

Quote of the century:
SAYA BATU KAMU HISAP. - Trekka-Tekko-Jeremiah-Tek-Chyn-Yi-Tek-Yi-Chyn-or-the-one-who-looks-like-a-racoon-for-no-reason-what-the-hell-am-i-talking.

- Alvin